sonnet Because in crowds I

Because in crowds I wear a worried frown
Theres some folk who believe I look so sad
If paid well meaning mind it makes me mad
You trust I feel fine doing night on the town
Im tense at times in tears I could just drown
Id give back what I get no venom add
Id tell them tit for tat home truths smirk glad
We dont afford infamy or renown
I know you love you stand the best laid bet
Youre my life my raw pleasurable aches
And if you sob then its for both our sakes
Impulsive gaffes my part I dont regret
You know me better than I think alas
You love this cipher turning kind or crass
Chorus alas oops woe