sonnet 24.4.13.

My feelings are confused but hear me out
Then youll see where Im at and maybe why
Id rather sulk aggrieved than live a lie
Forgive me if I delve in dreadful doubt
I dont know whether I should squeak or shout
As youre the greatest match of any guy
And Im plain scared of you Id give the sky
To be your bosom buddy knockabout
If my breath shortens and if my palms sweat
If my heart races just when you draw near
It strikes me Im more in love than I let
And then its what you think of me I fear
I cast around obliged to speak some sense
Ambivalence dark drifts to fore less dense
Chorus sense meaning gist