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I tumbled out of love and life seemed thin
What folks found laughable seemed bona fide
I havent changed I wont when harried hide
My dreamy dreams those she cant call akin
I got excited viewing her cheeks and chin
I couldnt turn away although I tried
Her beautiful large brown eyes opened wide
I voiced my greeting then put on a grin
Lately shes been largely jostling jealous
Of giggling gorgeous girls who do so rude
Id paid compliments they zoomed in zealous
Her attempted sabotage came off crude
We had love honied tit for tat deployed
A pleasure under pressure now destroyed
Chorus deployed fanned spread