sonnet I flaunt this yellow

I flaunt this yellow diamond friendship ring
In public places we go way back when
Ive somehow cast myself as second string
The chance to chase him lost on cheesier men
Engagement ring of course the better bling
A bigger diamond blue hue carats ten
Expense expedient posed superior thing
His future bride twists it I feel a yen
A note he wants me so to hand to her
Insults my soul and makes my mood more grim
I wont accept myself as prim or dim
I drag my feet Im loyal Id yet defer
I might do this odd favour win his eyes
In loving looks intense I should seize size
Chorus eye oeil oog