Revised sonnet #156

The happy ever after stuff I heed

You look a little sad in photograph

I note myself upset unmet in need

The perfect couples cuddle stroke and laugh

Theyre quasi fiction figures kind of naff

Theyre far too kind and public come to deed

Theyd fumble first theyd fondle next as wed

Theyd mirror moments down to gaffe on gaffe

I wonder whether well accept as rut

The dawn and dusk a stretch on metal clock

I guess at criticism in scuttlebutt

Unfiltered realism much too much a shock

Our clumsy smooches speak of start of art

Exonerate the fine affair of heart

Chorus art skill technique

Revised sonnet #155

He was invasive vehement and crude

He dissed my brother whod just wound up dead

I grieved my brother bottomless tears shed

I grieved the sibling rivalry and feud

His gestures large his gazes low and lewd

I must admit he was a stud in bed

A psychic soul in dirty mind I read

A father figure somehow karma skewed

Nonsexual stuff the physical assault

Our furious father drew the line at rapes

He self anonymised the jackanapes

He struck us crooked like a lightning bolt

If ired I chuck the closest crockery

Its what we want in mutual mockery

Chorus - crockery earthenware porcelain

Revised sonnet #154

I swear Im gaoled inside this realm of dead 

Higher selves the scopes I scale I can escape

If smallest nesting doll I ape to ape

At pains the smallest piece of me is shed

The pinhole cameras to thought too wed

I find I bulge at bruise I scab at scrape

I mind too much a homicide or rape

I pity victims picture pain I dread

A social system based upon abuse

Endorphin dopamine adrenalin are dropped

In drama rigged as rush then quickly shopped

You blow up big you bust a figured fuse

The neighbour nesting doll you sit in selves

I zoom in zealous my heart further delves

Chorus - selves save sebe

Revised sonnet #153

I had the heaviest crush upon this boy

It went against the grain the commonsense

I wanted him a distance off of hence

I wasnt vulgar when it came to joy

In company I posed as cool and coy

And he approved that regal reticence

I squashed and obfuscated evidence

Of love I wouldnt notably annoy

I love all folk I meet though from afar

Up close I know Ill naively notice cracks

Id rather sidestep stuff a person lacks

Especially those such as he at par

Eye corners occupied a boy is watched

It satisfies in circumstance unbotched

Chorus watched observed viewed

Revised sonnet #152

A squash of springs a judder down a jolt

As we aligned and smooched along the couch

A possible experience one youd vouch

I was too pretty pretty much at fault

I fondled short of physical assault

I worried much if hed yell out odd ouch

I planted him in front of nether pouch

I splashed in spermicide a single malt

I was the business and beautiful

The hair and halter collar wedding one

The lipstick saucy swell as setting sun

I was the dominant yet dutiful

I mesmerized a fancy friend of friend

I sparked a jolt of fun thats that the end

Chorus - friend crony pal

Revised sonnet #151

Off Lady Luck the reveries took mass

Awakened soul I came across you late

True love the load I reckoned ultimate

Yes dead in abstinence the cravings crass

The reasons why Id love you come to pass

Ive found it fun youve failed to ovulate

Its not the plan to over populate

I claim you mine I slap your arse or ass

Alive are we each dawning day is blessed

A waiting lady calm in coma lies 

A canker victim rises slumps and dies

A sexton sinks to crater final rest

In others happiness I hit a lark

In others sadness solace mine I mark

Chorus lark frolic romp

Revised sonnet #150

He poked it snug I gave a grunt and sigh

I felt a pleasure pinch I couldnt quell

I wore in public such a weighty shell

Of discipline I came hard me oh my

I kept on going heaved hard hips wont wage why

I played out universe thats parallel

As doppelganger gung ho gonged a bell

I squeezed inside to sate I drained him dry

The pleasure proved too much that bodily

I felt ashamed of selfishness a freak

He mirrored me the voltage wild though weak

A soul in skin and bone trapped shoddily

I dot the is I preach the ps and qs

I loathe all narcissists the ripples clues

Chorus qs qs qs

Atlantis

At place

Lant stale urine

Is separate

Atlantis storage building or out house of stale urine

Lantern jar of stale urine, lant urn

philosopher's stone phosphorus stone kidney stone

lant urn lantern all chemicals required  human urine powder cinnamon powder wood charcoal

empires are built on trade, not war, therefore, detergent or lant was at the centre of Atlantis