sonnet It was a hard

It was a hard time we met face to face
Id faulted him infuriated then hid
I lay low else I hadnt granted grace
I watched my back I watched what he then did
Mistakes mine were of small import a brace
Upon them had I screwed a solid lid
As hed most likely damn them common place
As hed deduce I dwelt anxiety rid
Id just abandon beauty niceness quit
And prove as poignant any minor point
And when our jaunty laughter was in joint
On his endearing knees Id drop and sit
I couldnt claim a day more paranoid
I pardon his mistakes and so mine void
Chorus paranoid alarmed wary

sonnet He said I stood

He said I stood too close to our old friend
I laughed too loud enjoying his stream of jokes
I didnt dodge his adolescent pokes
Id fall in love a logical bad end
Id sample feed back from him my own send
Inverse proportion what wed yield or coax
Infinity loop and yin yang yokes
Wed wear in circuit closed as one emend
He made a nothing something keeping quiet
I coaxed a little further from him speech
I read between the lines my daily diet
His other pals at limit one and each
On own recognizance henceforth required
I dodged his pals I did what was admired
Chorus required needed wanted

sonnet It was like wine

It was like wine it warmed and flushed the cheeks
Except the nether cheeks in question spanked
He reckoned mine Id passed Id proudly blanked
His greeting earlier after dating weeks
Id suffered sudden pinch of nipple peaks
Id grabbed his groin his bulging bollocks yanked
Hed groaned Id moaned in climax cushions flanked
The ottoman approved in strident squeaks
It was time we took tension up a notch
I bent across a cushion pile to mate
He spanked and strummed I squirmed in sexy strait
I felt a valve a piston pull in crotch
I was appointed partner prickle pain
Through pleasure other bitches deigned disdain
Chorus pain ache torment

sonnet She hung her left

She hung her left arm over her chair back
She looked my picture perfect amputee
As if inside my wendy house were we
As if Id seen her sneak a secret snack
I giggled girlish out of joint out of whack
She looked embarrassed but she lent a lee
He winked at her and stroked my stockinged knee
Beneath our table never knobbling yack
She primped and pressed a proposition stern
I knew she knew it didnt duly irk
In roles reversed Id grin and go beserk
Ingenuous was I lecherous Id learn
She struck as dollified his dreamy ex
Id squirm his validation whilst shed vex
Chorus ex former prior

sonnet Up my left thigh

Up my left thigh his fingers ran a run
Of checker patterned stocking while I sighed
Inside my skirt he stopped the furtive fun
A carnal craving cornered me I cried
He nipped at my neck nape jaw one by one
I cupped his conk its locks I pushed and pried
I licked his lips I stirred on what hed just begun
I felt his silky finger sock impress and glide
I heard his buckle click undone a zag of zip
I straddled drawn down drenched he sank on cue
He slid in me his knob before I knew
His arse and mine began to grind and whip
It was a semipublic double dare
Home study out I was a whit aware
Chorus dare challenge taunt

sonnet There wouldnt be a

There wouldnt be a point if we agreed
On all things said and done on feelings felt
And anyway they say hes suave shes svelte
I wouldnt coldly court the kin then breed
I harp on halves in hints your barriers heed
Your custom quirks of character as dealt
Via social pressure genes and past they melt
And meld together coupled come off creed
The honeymoon at end I mute my moan
About the flubs Ive rationalised rough
The worked up whinges based on grandiose guff
I envy easily your moves I own
Its me that mostly needs to change in pose
I barely can embrace it heaven knows
Chorus pose bearing mien

sonnet Win me again in

Win me again in love just choose to change
A separation can advance divorce
Your fits of fury seriously estrange
Your mumbled mockerys a murky source
Ive got dry elbows lately not a mange
You call it bitch and yet its only coarse
Youre perfect else the evils end of range
The nagging nabbing nought I fall on force
Im packing parts you never criticise
The shadow shelf that lends a bosom line
A lambent light that livens limpid eyes
The only cardigan agreed divine
Expansive pain of human spirit growth
In compromise invoked we could take oath
Chorus growth development flourish

sonnet We walked along a

We walked along a lane of cherry trees
In bloom pink petals sensory delight
And dags of sheep infused a balmy breeze
And shriveled cattle pats lay left and right
A pollen allergy inspired your sneeze
We found at fence a post about waist height
We hopped atop a step stile high as knees
In field ahead chooks foraged free of flight
I bent you backward on a public bench
Its mould a fertile mark of mother earth
I ground engorged your gash invited girth
A swift spring shower at ready promised drench
A torrid quickie tourists far from scene
In light of elements of clouds is clean
Chorus scene location vista

sonnet Ive never fancied fussy

Ive never fancied fussy ladies much
A surge and who was willing filled a kink
Unlesioned loins in lust large lithely link
In alleys restrooms cinemas and such
I did endure a brag or blab Id blink
I feigned amusement fondled out of touch
Id flatter flaccidly Id come off crutch
Id crave a swig of gin and tonic drink
A maskers life is frankly fake full face
I roll a rubber conk on mine and see
I knot its nape up nice with nylon lace
I settle ladylike and pipe out pee
Avoided by queers trannies bis and dykes
Im leveled lazy half arse open mics
Chorus dykes lesbians tribade

sonnet Hed courted me a

Hed courted me a month Id sensed it wrong
Hed followed me hed laid out wraps of flowers
Hed flattered me a lot I squared as strong
And clever kind and cute at peak of powers
Once married man he gave off ghastly glowers
He countered comments previous loud and long
A laugh of mine hed praised a lode of lours
A scent of mine hed praised a pithy pong
I backed him even more I nursed his need
I pranced in sexier clothes or better style
He savaged it as latest vogue and vile
I felt fierce pain I nearly burst to bleed
Id always been a pushover theyd lean
I wrought divorce defeated quick and clean
Chorus lean incline tilt

sonnet You echoed anything I

You echoed anything I said what sway
I raked a tress arrear a readied ear
Closecropped yourself you mimicked not okay
You raked at air uneerie full of fear
You swore yourself as changed as model clay
Of own accord you didnt change or veer
You feared youd damage me youd best allay
I could expect a month it might appear
Your outer self is generous in strait
You give up time you help out other folk
What drew me first of late looms like an oak
I guess at nuisances you quietly hate
I scarcely see you my old buddy bet
I languish last on list your safety net
Chorus bet hazard punt

sonnet It shouldve struck incited

It shouldve struck incited straight at start
I shouldve propagated you the pain
Of pains in life I knew nought naive and vain
Instead I caught a sharp edge little art
You dither dawdle dodge your deep eyes dart
You cling to childhood hurt exclusive bane
You ape the perfect man I meant to gain
You force inferior fun you know inane
I gave off modesty and gentleness
I granted clemency and droll endured
And still you sinned I reckoned wrong you cured
You sulked in dearth you certified a mess
Three days I kept mute my amazing voice
I let in laughter penance paid your choice
Chorus voice voce voix

sonnet So sad I swam

So sad I swam inside a gold fish bowl
Excuses she squeaked selfish made me sore
I cried as sex was analysed a chore
Agreed as moot on tap what rigmarole
As she approved of honesty Id pour
Out my hurt heart and hedonism extol
Id blurt on out escape a grounded goal
Id cuss at rag day rage Id stick an oar
I got a gold fish prize pet called it quits
I crush in crumb on crumb on crumb on crumb
And she hauls her big belly nice and numb
Along bowl bottom gorgeous gorging grits
She mouths at me a silent simple kiss
I pucker my own lips in love zip amiss
Chorus kiss kus kysse

sonnet As poverty appeared a

As poverty appeared a constant curse
In her young life I thought Id tolerate
A credit card we shared Id just reimburse
A spending spree invoked her happy state
A credit card enjoys insidious rate
Its stuck in her doe skin designer purse
And interest and penalties of late
Would sink us click us stiffs inside a hearse
I still stop short of calling this a drug
I deem it dodgy habit lighter vein
Withdrawals are overdrawn as sensual pain
Id never hang a price on kiss or hug
I say her smiles are worth a million bucks
The dozen dresses calibrate the crux
Chorus bucks clams dollars

sonnet I feel irrational Im

I feel irrational Im flush in guilt
Afraid of hurting him immensely more
I feel he doesnt fancy me at core
As partner so I worry weep and wilt
I fear his failures first I table tilt
I rally recognition put him fore
I clap I cheer I champion chant or roar
I swiftly sponge away a beer hes spilt
I feel I fear he isnt error prone
Its not enough annoyance to truly nix
Identifying as one a frothy mix
His geegees are a bore I fear Ill groan
A mirror me indulges temple stress
A trigger finger foraging a tress
Chorus stress anxiety hassle

sonnet I feel alone around

I feel alone around him a knotty nought
Ive got the pals the kids the parents plumb
Ive got the yoga pose the yantra dumb
Im glad I got the goodies which I ought
I miss the mess that poverty we sought
I miss the olden days the student slum
And being immersed and mused a busy chum
I miss him the most the fun he brought
We nattered hour on hour we fossicked facts
We snuggled safe a sage exclusive pair
We fought off bedbugs blamed our cubby lair
We quoted future fun and fiscal acts
Ive been a whinger whereas youre a dear
Im pleased that you refuse to interfere
Chorus dear honey sweetheart

sonnet It was an error

It was an error when I married him
I was too weak to offer up a no
I was a mess of moods in memes aswim
I was a worry warts wrapped whole in woe
On my fresh freckled face a fevered vim
I felt a constantly embarrassed glow
I varied sun bleach blonde bright dirt blonde dim
I fixed a head of hair in flawless floe
And he endured the dozy fads and acts
I wasnt panned or mindlessly approved
I erred I learnt and his loyal love it moved
It was immediate mild in face of facts
Ive changed and cropped a lass in looking glass
He has invested faith I freely pass
Chorus glass glas glaz

sonnet I sense Ive come

I sense Ive come off callow blaming her
In woe I weep I wallow lolling low
I answer her enough all she need know
I dont involve her heart it does occur
Identity sustained aside sticks spur
My pals and hobbies prioritised I vow
Yes bossy bitch default in angels glow
As she now nags and niggling says I err
See she sews knits and cooks as chicks untold
Of yore and perseveres in patient charm
And doesnt speculate on real estate
She cant climb over folk she keeps a qualm
I love as first I did a stranger neat
I gave all earth away so wed just meet
Chorus neat orderly trim

sonnet You mustve noticed that

You mustve noticed that Im not all there
Im absent present poor embodiment
Of lovers dedication ere on ere
In past absorbed remembered feelings pent
Im ever late when we meet anywhere
You know a bit about its precedent
I fear your judgement trapped in now and here
Your niggling dominance I do resent
You sound out minds aloud it simmers ire
You interrupt a sentence then complete
All parlour tricks Id rather not acquire
I smile your stare away a tortuous feat
I compliment you yet you shrug off good
I feel alone you mine more than I should
Chorus good proper right

sonnet The city labyrinth inside

The city labyrinth inside a maze
A hum at hub attends the tendril tower
A pulsing satellite swirls solar power
Its jelly fish form full of gentle blaze
We walk encrypted streets a zephyr plays
Perpetually and optic fibres flower
Our kisses candy slightly sweet and sour
Our whispers ice our giant eyes gawk and glaze
And people pass on motorways in carts
And cars as if on reeling bucket bands
At gradual speeds engrossed in poker hands
And doctored liquors mending body parts
We walk along the lanes on city walls
The elevating masonry of malls
Chorus wall barrier palisade