sonnet All dreams I quit

All dreams I quit I forced a cautious plan
And so I seethed invisibly insane
A woman fortunate forfeits disdain
I had a fashion job a finance man
I felt exhausted hitched I lost elan
I buffered bits of boredom brain to brain
And not a vital link of virtuous chain
I struck no sympathy whole wedded span
Its mad if you feel lonely midst a crowd
In company of your close quarters spouse
If you dont sync and merely share a house
If home is just a building bricks endowed
Know if I could relive the earlier life
Id waive him wise Id never wind up wife
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