sonnet From lips I love

From lips I love exploded seeming bile
She spluttered me a meme I just cant stand
And sighed and slurred so sorry vaguely vile
She slumbered startling we were hand in hand
My heart hit hard hurt she squirmed quite a while
Our partnership appeared as far from grand
I didnt comprehend her harmed how Id rile
If anything Id thought I begged off bland
Awake and self aware shed simply preempt
And offer this thing odd is what Ill do
Unforced shed do a deed of dubious hue
Id take a risk and rally her attempt
She spluttered more I just cant stand you hurt
Insomnia saw her sleep safe me alert
Chorus hurt damaged marred